No matter how hard the situation is, my job is only bare with it and being more eager to ensure a good life.
Assalamualikum and hi!!!
ARGGGGHHHH! I can't! I just can't! Why I have to feel this kind of feeling? Again? It hurts when I've tried to make friends with them and it is success just for a few weeks, but then? They stabbed me without me noticed it! Old students and New students? Is it have a big difference between it? No, isn't it? I don't know what me and all the new students had done bad things to them. Why they love to mocked us? Why they need to mock our home? Our place? Okay, firstly we thought it is just a joke but then, when it is ALWAYS AND EVERYDAY, IT IS DAMN FUCKING ANNOYING DUDE!!! DO YOU EVER LEARN HOW TO RESPECT OTHER'S FEELING?
You guys, underestimated us. Look down on us. Okay! Fine! We don't care but we have to prove it to you all, that we entered MJSC Transkrian are to success and to get a better result! Then, what do you see from the standardize 1 exam ? I think most of the highest marks are getting by the new students! So watch your own feet you idiot! Woopppsss sorry! You all not an idiot but the smartest person on earth who loveeeee to playing with people feeling! Am I right? Huh!
Seriously, deep from my heart, NO! We, the new students only waiting for the perfect time for us to erupted out the lava and burst it to all the old students. Just waiting for that. Only waiting. Sigh.
I miss SBS. I want to go back to SBS but I cant. SBS is not my place anymore. My place is MJSC Transkrian. I have to bare it. I have to be an eager girl. No! A hyper girl back from the past where, I can solve all the problems by my own and being happy with myself. I have to get that back. I have to. NO!! I MUST TO!
Fcking hate this feeling of lonely. I miss Puteri, Shakila, Ayunie, Nadia, Fify, Balqis and Nana. Serious, I want them back to be by my sides. I want them to cheer me up again. I want them. Only them who knows me well. Only them. I want them to see my cheerful sides. At there, me as myself being so hypocrite. I hate that. I want to be a girl who loves to fight with boys. Fighting mouth with Airiel, Acid, Syahmi, Kasimi, and others. I miss those memories a lot. Please. I wish time can be rewind back.
p/s 6 A- , 1 A , 1 A+ , 1 B+ and 1 B is still not enough for me. I'll do my best in this Final Sem 1 ! Wish me luck guys .Your prayer is one of the key of my success! (:
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